I pictures set of to today's audition with 1 the usual butterfly's in my stomach. Walking minute down 1 the boysfirsttime road I had the two 1 halves of my brain fighting as usual 1boysfirsttimefullminute.
The journey across town went fourteen rounds in 1 my head before the judges decision made pictures me get of the bus and 1 look for the address I had been given.
The introduced himself as Nick. He asked 1boysfirsttimefullminute me if 1 I 1 would 1 like a drink. I declined as I always do, afraid 1 that I 1 might need to use the conveniences otherwise. He beckoned me into a little room and apologised.
'I may be about 15 minutes, I am still seeing 1boysfirsttimefullminute the last girl'
We entered a much larger room 1. I immediately noticed it was covered in mirrors. Seeing my reflection staring back at me from everywhere was 1boysfirsttimefullminute a little disconcerting and made me feel pictures uncomfortable, but I shook it off and decided to get on with it.
Apart 1boysfirsttimefullminute from the mirrors 1 the room had a camera on a tripod, a few chairs and minute another occupant. The other man in the 1 room didn't speak or introduce himself 1. He 1 just sat in the corner and minute looked at me like I was an exhibit in a museum 1.
'Would you like me 1 to read?' I asked
'COME BACK HERE'
'Not 1 too bad, a few things we can change but you'll do for 1boysfirsttimefullminute now'
'I am a whore'
Suzyaftersuzyaftersuzyaftersuzyaftersuzyaftersuzyaftersuzyaftersuzyaftersuzyaftersuzy........
'Walk' said the man
I felt my 1 body begin to move. It was as if my feet were glues to an invisible tightrope pictures as I boysfirsttime started to walk 1 in boysfirsttime an awkward 1 fashion, one foot directly in front of the other 1boysfirsttimefullminute. This soon became second nature once I had learned to swing my 1 hips from side to side 1boysfirsttimefullminute.
'I want you to know all these things because 1 when I count to three you will remember what you were, you will remember all 1 the happy times of your life and know that they will never happen again. You will remember that your family love you and you will long for the mundane comforts of your past life. You will know all these things 1 yet be powerless to 1 do anything about it. Why?
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